For I know the Plans I have for you declares the LORD!!!!!!!!

I was not looking forward to Christmas this year at all........ Not looking forward to spending it without my sister Missy :( Because there is not a moment that goes by that I don't miss her. I wish I could go back in time a change that she is no longer here with us.. But how selfish of me. Really how selfish of me to want that. Then again on New Years I couldn't wait for the New Year to begin so I could leave behind the horrible things that have happen in the last 2 years of my life. I felt sorry for myself at midnight when everyone was getting text and I just wanted to get one from Missy like always (she was always my first call or text on New Years Eve wishing me a Happy New Year.......) I still really miss her a lot when does it get better when....... Then I read a good friend of mine Amber's Blog and an email that she sent to me. Wow I have had many blessing in the last few years. Let me tell you about them. Everyday of the last 2 in a half years I have fallen deeper and deeper in love with the Man God put on this earth to be my husband. I love him more and more everyday... I have also fallen more and more in Love with God this year... God you are so amazing how you take the grief that I have been feeling and you are turning it in to healing everyday... Don't get me wrong I still miss my sister everyday but God can show us things threw all this pain. God has also showed me a new love working with the JR. High at church wow what he has showed me making me step out of my box this year and to think I questioned him at first, I love working with the JR. High. God has also showed me about keeping my body healthy and fit. I have made a life change in the way I have been eating and started to exercise this year. God is so GoooooooooooooooD I can't wait for what he will teach me this year the good and the bad............. A verse that God keeps showing me lately is Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you declares the lord plans to prosper you and not harm you plans to give you hope and a future.