1 Year

Yesterday was one year since my beautiful sister Missy passed away unexpectedly . I still can't believe that it has been a year since I hug her or talked to her or called her. There are still days that I pick up the phone to call her then think oh I can't call her. I do just start talking to her sometimes... sometimes I yell at her... If she had only taken care of herself better. I wish I could just ask God why he took her from me. I know I am not to understand the things that the Lord has done. Yesterday when I woke up I prayed that God would give my family and I a peaceful day a day to reflect the past and to remember my sister peacefully. I know that we had a lot of prayer from friends and family also yesterday. I want you all to know I had so much peace yesterday it was like angels from heaven surrounded me it was like one big hug from heaven yesterday. It was wonderful. Last night I was so tired I went to bed at 9pm. I fell right to sleep in to this wonderful dream about my sister she was in my dream I hug her like a million times. It was like I went on a wonderful vacation I went on in my dream we spent the what seemed like the whole night together talking and just hanging out. We talked about a lot of things. One last hug and then I woke up still at so much peace. She told me she was so happy and peaceful.
God is so wonderful I know that time I had last night with my sister was from him he knew I needed it. I needed one last good bye one last hug............ I will always love you Missy and I still miss you so very much but I know now you are with the Lord in heaven and are safe with him.... Till we meet again some day :) Save a place for me :)